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| Tragic | Posted: 1/5/2005 6:16:38 PM UTC | Message Detail | Filter | Author Profile | # 001 |
| Level: 34 Elite | I have gotten myself into another bad situation that is actually much worse than the last one I have. OK basically anyone who either read my post or my article Truly alone they should know about this girl Mandy. For those of you who don't here is a quick overview. She is my best friend and the only person in this world who I trust and I love her more than life itself. Unfortunately I also have serious feelings for her, and basically when I had the chance with her I hesitated and lost her to another guy. However the other guy is the best thing that has happened to her in a long time and I really am happy that they are together because they both deserve to be as happy as they are now. Now the situation has gotten more complicated as one of her old boyfriends has comeback from hell or wherever the fuck scum like him comes from. The thing is that I can read her like a book and it is obvious that she is starting to like him again. Now while I know this shouldn't really be my business it really is because if she gets back together with him I lose her. Back when they went out he threatened me a number of times telling me to never speak to her again. Now he knows that I won't listen to him but if for some reason god hates me enough to let her listen to him then there is a 1000% guarantee that I will kill him. Now I know this sounds like an idle threat but if you really knew what goes on in my head you would know that I would have no problem killing someone if they fucked with me like this. On top of all of this I have kept my feelings for her in check during her current relationship because I was happy for her, but I know if her and her old BF get back together every other night I will be on the phone with her crying and I will not do that again because hearing her crying really hurts me. Right now I have no idea what to do because if things go the way I think they will there really is a chance I will be put in a jail cell for the rest of my life for killing this fuck head. --- Evil is only a state of mind |
| Ogordemir99 | Posted: 1/5/2005 10:10:15 PM UTC | Message Detail | Filter | Author Profile | # 002 |
| Level: 49 Liberal Arts Major | I love her more than life itself. Famous last words. Now I know this sounds like an idle threat but if you really knew what goes on in my head you would know that I would have no problem killing someone if they fucked with me like this. Est-ce que nous sommes un peu CRAZY AS HELL? On top of all of this I have kept my feelings for her in check during her current relationship because I was happy for her, but I know if her and her old BF get back together every other night I will be on the phone with her crying and I will not do that again because hearing her crying really hurts me. Let me refer to your pledge of love for a second. If you really DO love her more than life itself, setting aside the immediate connotations of lust we get from that, then you would still let her cry to you, even if it does hurt. You should also understand that you have no power over who she likes and who she doesn't like, and respect her decision to make bad choices. The most you can do is give her your opinion. If you she respects you enough, and isn't blinded by whatever it is attracts her to Mr. Fuck Head, she will listen. But the best thing you could do - if you love her, that is - is to be patient and let her make her own choices. Also, "killing" the ex-boyfriend jackass is incredibly stupid and would abolish any illusion in anyone's mind that you actually love the girl. You'd probably just end up traumatizing her: how would YOU feel if your best friend just murdered your boyfriend and spent the rest of his life in prison (although with the ACLU on the loose that's not likely)? ___ ~ Silvas ~ Buddha promised me Nirvana and all I got was this lousy T-shirt. "Democracy is the bludgeoning of the people, by the people, for the people." ~ Oscar Wilde |
| The Tiger | Posted: 1/6/2005 12:09:20 AM UTC | Message Detail | Filter | Author Profile | # 003 |
| Level: 49 Liberal Arts Major | K, see, today for example, I was walking home with these pastic flowers (See "Tomorrow") and teh guys I walk home with (Mexican, Bosnian freak and Amercian - not exactly "nice" guys) took teh roses and started bending them and ripped teh leaves off.....yea, you may think who cares, but they weren't mine and were REALLY expensive. Well, one thing lead to another and the Bosnian was threatening to kill me and stuff. I wanted to kill him....I could have killed him; was carrying a 15 pound vase....>_> But I didn't.... I just walked away....not a very good thing to do, but screw that.... Just walk away from it or stay out of the situtation for now... @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ |
| Ogordemir99 | Posted: 1/6/2005 12:32:03 AM UTC | Message Detail | Filter | Author Profile | # 004 |
| Level: 49 Liberal Arts Major | WTF? ___ ~ Silvas ~ Buddha promised me Nirvana and all I got was this lousy T-shirt. "Democracy is the bludgeoning of the people, by the people, for the people." ~ Oscar Wilde |
| Tragic | Posted: 1/6/2005 12:42:28 AM UTC | Message Detail | Filter | Author Profile | # 005 |
| Level: 34 Elite | Beleive me silvas lust is more in the feelings of me really liking her more than a friend. But the fact that I do love her is not part of that. She is truly the one person I care about and I would do anything for her. So as far as the crying thing I would probably just ignore my own pain and consloe her As far as me being crazy as hell that is probably the truth. Tiger says he wanted to kill the guy but that's not the truth he was just angry, ME on the other hand I really would kill the fucker in a second. If you knew what went on in my mind you would probably want me commited today. Hell the next time I get a chance I am going to try a summon the dead (the demonic kind) through a ritual I found (a type of seance where I have to be in my house alone for at least 1/2 hour), and I am going to see if I can get some of their power on my side. --- Evil is only a state of mind |
| Ogordemir99 | Posted: 1/6/2005 12:53:20 AM UTC | Message Detail | Filter | Author Profile | # 006 |
| Level: 49 Liberal Arts Major | ...And I thought I set my rocker on fire. ___ ~ Silvas ~ Buddha promised me Nirvana and all I got was this lousy T-shirt. "Democracy is the bludgeoning of the people, by the people, for the people." ~ Oscar Wilde |
| Tragic | Posted: 1/6/2005 12:53:57 AM UTC | Message Detail | Filter | Author Profile | # 007 |
| Level: 34 Elite | ...And I thought I set my rocker on fire. ___ ~ Silvas ~ Buddha promised me Nirvana and all I got was this lousy T-shirt. "Democracy is the bludgeoning of the people, by the people, for the people." ~ Oscar Wilde what does that mean? --- Evil is only a state of mind |
| The Tiger | Posted: 1/6/2005 2:19:12 AM UTC | Message Detail | Filter | Author Profile | # 008 |
| Level: 49 Liberal Arts Major | Tiger says he wanted to kill the guy but that's not the truth he was just angry... That's what I was trying to say - that you just hate the guy, but I guess to hate him more that that.... Hell the next time I get a chance I am going to try a summon the dead (the demonic kind) through a ritual I found... Don't. Satanic worship isn't going to help you. And if by killing you will be punished by the law, here you will be punished by God too.... @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ |
| Ogordemir99 | Posted: 1/6/2005 2:32:08 AM UTC | Message Detail | Filter | Author Profile | # 009 |
| Level: 49 Liberal Arts Major | here you will be punished by God too.... He wants to summon an undead swarm to kill some guy. I don't think fear of God will really get to him. ___ ~ Silvas ~ Buddha promised me Nirvana and all I got was this lousy T-shirt. "Democracy is the bludgeoning of the people, by the people, for the people." ~ Oscar Wilde |
| Tragic | Posted: 1/6/2005 5:04:15 AM UTC | Message Detail | Filter | Author Profile | # 010 |
| Level: 34 Elite | Actually I more want to summon the dead so I can get power can kill as many people as I want. Oh and on a side note it happend she is gone for good and I think I may just have snapped. Have a nice night boys. --- Evil is only a state of mind |
| Scorpion 316 | Posted: 1/6/2005 8:01:36 PM UTC | Message Detail | Filter | Author Profile | # 011 |
| Level: 49 Liberal Arts Major | I have no idea what to say..>_> ~~~ "Yes, Katsumi..Hate me in the same way you love him. Hate me from the bottom of your heart! Then, your heart and soul shall be mine.." - Ganossa Maximilian |
| Ogordemir99 | Posted: 1/6/2005 10:19:34 PM UTC | Message Detail | Filter | Author Profile | # 012 |
| Level: 49 Liberal Arts Major | Well, there goes that traffic. ...I wonder if he'll have Internet access in jail... ___ ~ Silvas ~ Buddha promised me Nirvana and all I got was this lousy T-shirt. "Democracy is the bludgeoning of the people, by the people, for the people." ~ Oscar Wilde |
| The Tiger | Posted: 1/6/2005 11:20:50 PM UTC | Message Detail | Filter | Author Profile | # 013 |
| Level: 49 Liberal Arts Major | Considering that to house a prisoner for 1 year is around $40,000, I will assume so... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The "No" "WTF?" "Dumbass" "No" "You're a moron" and "No" after this post are assumed. This relieves you of the duty to say them... |
| Ogordemir99 | Posted: 1/7/2005 12:39:14 AM UTC | Message Detail | Filter | Author Profile | # 014 |
| Level: 49 Liberal Arts Major | That's like... a lot. Too much. My entire FAMILY was living off that kind of money several years ago. ___ ~ Silvas ~ Buddha promised me Nirvana and all I got was this lousy T-shirt. "Democracy is the bludgeoning of the people, by the people, for the people." ~ Oscar Wilde |
| Kenri of the Yuri | Posted: 1/7/2005 12:48:34 AM UTC | Message Detail | Filter | Author Profile | # 015 |
| Level: 43 Editor | Oh, come on. You guys didn't believe Fluff but you believe this crap? gg "Is he going to be able to chase us? Cause if I woke up looking like that, I'd just run towards the nearest living thing and kill it." "For the LOVE OF GOD, stop talking about ANDREA you annoying little PARROT. Does Pablo want a cracker?!" ~Ogor |
| Ogordemir99 | Posted: 1/7/2005 1:24:53 AM UTC | Message Detail | Filter | Author Profile | # 016 |
| Level: 49 Liberal Arts Major | But of course. Once you pop undead swarms, the fun don't stop! ___ ~ Silvas ~ Buddha promised me Nirvana and all I got was this lousy T-shirt. "Democracy is the bludgeoning of the people, by the people, for the people." ~ Oscar Wilde |
| Scorpion 316 | Posted: 1/7/2005 2:33:30 AM UTC | Message Detail | Filter | Author Profile | # 017 |
| Level: 49 Liberal Arts Major | Indeed! >_> Anyway..Jails seem to pwn these days. They get internet access, and some can leave their cells if they don't act uncooperative. Hell, they can go in each other's cells. They also get to bring in PS2s and stuff..>_> ~~~ "Yes, Katsumi..Hate me in the same way you love him. Hate me from the bottom of your heart! Then, your heart and soul shall be mine.." - Ganossa Maximilian |
| Tragic | Posted: 1/7/2005 2:39:42 AM UTC | Message Detail | Filter | Author Profile | # 018 |
| Level: 34 Elite | Oh, come on. You guys didn't believe Fluff but you believe this crap? gg "Is he going to be able to chase us? Cause if I woke up looking like that, I'd just run towards the nearest living thing and kill it." "For the LOVE OF GOD, stop talking about ANDREA you annoying little PARROT. Does Pablo want a cracker?!" ~Ogor Fluff said he was a girl who was pregnant who had sex with her sister. All I'm saying is that I have pretty much lost my best friend and I am not too right in the head to begin with. As far as undead swarms, I would like to raise them but I'm not even sure they exist. --- Evil is only a state of mind |
| The Tiger | Posted: 1/7/2005 2:44:30 AM UTC | Message Detail | Filter | Author Profile | # 019 |
| Level: 49 Liberal Arts Major | and teh $40,000 part is true, so don't talk shit Kenri.... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The "No" "WTF?" "Dumbass" "No" "You're a moron" and "No" after this post are assumed. This relieves you of the duty to say them... |
| Kenri of the Yuri | Posted: 1/7/2005 3:52:07 AM UTC | Message Detail | Filter | Author Profile | # 020 |
| Level: 43 Editor | Tiger, I <3 ya, but you have no idea what I'm talking about, so shut up. gg "Is he going to be able to chase us? Cause if I woke up looking like that, I'd just run towards the nearest living thing and kill it." "For the LOVE OF GOD, stop talking about ANDREA you annoying little PARROT. Does Pablo want a cracker?!" ~Ogor |
| Scorpion 316 | Posted: 1/7/2005 7:16:34 PM UTC | Message Detail | Filter | Author Profile | # 021 |
| Level: 49 Liberal Arts Major | I didn't even know Fluff, so I couldn't have believed him. Anyway, I don't believe the undead raising stuff, but other then that, I can kind of see where he's coming from. >_> ~~~ "Yes, Katsumi..Hate me in the same way you love him. Hate me from the bottom of your heart! Then, your heart and soul shall be mine.." - Ganossa Maximilian |
| Tragic | Posted: 1/7/2005 7:28:31 PM UTC | Message Detail | Filter | Author Profile | # 022 |
| Level: 34 Elite | As I've siad before raising the undead is more of a goal I have but probably won't acheive. As far as everything else I stand by myself. --- Evil is only a state of mind |
| Ogordemir99 | Posted: 1/7/2005 9:57:46 PM UTC | Message Detail | Filter | Author Profile | # 023 |
| Level: 49 Liberal Arts Major | That you do. ___ ~ Silvas ~ Buddha promised me Nirvana and all I got was this lousy T-shirt. "Democracy is the bludgeoning of the people, by the people, for the people." ~ Oscar Wilde |
| The Tiger | Posted: 1/7/2005 10:57:26 PM UTC | Message Detail | Filter | Author Profile | # 024 |
| Level: 49 Liberal Arts Major | yup.... I think...>_> ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The "No" "WTF?" "Dumbass" "No" "You're a moron" and "No" after this post are assumed. This relieves you of the duty to say them... |
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